"My dear,
Find what you love and let it kill you.
Let it drain you of your all. Let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness.
Let it kill you and let it devour your remains.
For all things will kill you, both slowly and fastly, but it’s much better to be killed by a lover."
— ~ Falsely yours (Charles Bukowski)

"Your kiss got me hoping you save me right now."

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I can’t believe I just made a cover of this. HAHAHA. But damn, I just had to because who did NOT like that Crazy in Love version from the 50 Shades trailer? Not me. ;)

"I don’t do romance. My tastes are very singular."

Because you are my master and we are on the same wavelength and you are the inspiration behind this cover, this song is dedicated to my dearest friend again, Bea Czarina Navarro. HAHA! I love you!

Instrumental Credits: www.youtube.com/watch?v=AWPOlCwyj2g

Septemer 21, 2014 || Blank. 

Writing these characters makes me feel legit, but I know for myself that I am far from good yet.

Just keep practicing, Sam! You’ll do well soon.

Septemer 21, 2014 || Blank.

Writing these characters makes me feel legit, but I know for myself that I am far from good yet.

Just keep practicing, Sam! You’ll do well soon.

September 15, 2014 || Fighting Spirit.

It’s a Monday and we have no classes because of the incoming typhoon. This is God’s way of saying that I need to do my Philo paper and finish it now so that I won’t have to cram it tomorrow. I hope to make use of the time given to me!!

Meanwhile, I put this band on my head to give me some sort of motivation. I bought this in Japan and this is what the Japanese people tie around their foreheads during study sessions. This one says fighting spirit. Lol. I bought two more that has ‘victory’ and ‘success’ in it. So much for these pieces of ‘motivational’ cloths. HAHAHAHA.

よーす!サム、作文をやりにはじめてくださいね!xx

So this is really happening. :)

So this is really happening. :)

i don’t understand this but i laughed

i don’t understand this but i laughed

"But if these years have taught me anything it is this: you can never run away. Not ever. The only way out is in."
— Junot Díaz
"Vulnerability sounds like truth and feels like courage. Truth and courage aren’t always comfortable, but they’re never weakness."
— Brené Brown

All this time, I’ve been trying to see the inherent goodness of the people I meet and talk to everyday.

And where has this led me to?

Lies. Deceptions. Betrayals.

But no matter how much of those I have received, why do I still remain so gullible? Is it because I steadfastly hope that people really do have inherent goodness contained in their hearts, or maybe because I just don’t want to admit that my belief is merely a lie, an imagination I’ve built upon myself in order to conceal the fact that the world is a harsh reality?

Maybe, just maybe, it’s about time I see their inherent evil.