July 24, 2014 || Hot and cold.

AHHH Another text post horray!!!

I don’t have anything particular to talk about, but I just feel like making an entry because it’s boring in the library and I want to procrastinate my POS130 readings WHICH WE WILL DISCUSS IN 5 HOURS.

Okay anyway, I’m terribly, terribly hectic this week. And next week. And the week after that. Until forever. HUHU just kidding. Maybe it’s just a matter of time management. Apparently, I suck at that. So yeah.

Hmm, one update I can think of right now is that I’m in the process of submitting my VISA documents for the Harvard PAIR Asia Conference this August 22-26. Wow, less than a month until I set foot on my favorite place again. <3 Also, we already have an apartment to stay in as well as the flight itinerary. I will be going to Japan together with my blockmate and APAIR orgmates. I think this will be one heck of an adventure for us, especially for me since it will be my first time to travel to a different country without my family. AHHHHH ADVENTURE AWAITS ME <3

So anyway, this whole week is our YFC Tambay Week. It’s fun knowing a lot more people/friends right now! Newly-recruited members are slowly becoming active and I’m getting excited to be close to them heheheheh. Camp will be on August 1-3, so that time will be the best time for me to know them more! yayy membersss

Our APAIR General Assembly + Game Night will also happen tomorrow. Glad that the venue for Game Night is just beside our condo, so my mom won’t have to worry if I come home late. HAHAH. I mean, seriously mom, I can take care of myself. Please don’t worry. :)

Yesterday was my bb’s 19th birthday. I still can’t get over the fact that we’ve been great friends for 2 years already. It felt like we’ve known each other for only 2 months. Time passes by without me even noticing it. And how we’ve grown. But heck, she’s still my best bb gf hoe best friend. Labyu bb even if you won’t be reading this. :))

Ahhhh I’m so hungry I need to eat hahahahhaha. Sorry for this super sabaw text post. I just want to talk and talk and talk. I miss you, Tumblr!

From freshie year to sophomore year to junior year with the best college girl best friend. :)

Happy 19th Birthday, Kay Chan!! I yabu forever and always. :))

Also ft. my hair transformation over the years heheheh

After three months, I was finally able to get my transcript of grades in the ASEAN in Today&#8217;s World 2014 program. Yay! :)

After three months, I was finally able to get my transcript of grades in the ASEAN in Today’s World 2014 program. Yay! :)

Almost halfway done with stress. ALMOST.
What have I gotten myself into. /wrist

Almost halfway done with stress. ALMOST.

What have I gotten myself into. /wrist

"The truth is,

some pain just isn’t worth it.

Sometimes, the hurt gets old.

Sometimes, you get tired of

being the one who has to heal."
Caitlyn SiehlI Say Your Name (via wordenvy)
23 DEEP ASS questions.
  • 1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
  • 2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
  • 3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
  • 4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
  • 5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
  • 6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
  • 7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
  • 8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
  • 9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
  • 10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
  • 11. Does love = sex?
  • 12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
  • 13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
  • 14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
  • 15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
  • 16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
  • 17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
  • 18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
  • 19.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
  • 20. Are you old fashioned?
  • 21. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
  • 22.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
  • 23.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
Anonymous asked: "I miss your almost daily entries, though I understand that you're busy right now with all of the schoolwork. How are you doing? How's your self-under-construction process going? I hope you're doing fine with all of the things happening in your life right now. -Your longtime reader :)"

Ahhh anon, I feel so special. Thank you for your kind message!

Anyway, I’m sorry for the lack of updates. I cannot deny that I am under tons of workload right now, especially since this week has been very busy for me because of Org Recruitment Week in school. I barely even have time for my acads, which is really pressuring. You might already know that I don’t function well under pressure, so I’m praying that this week ends well. But I think I’m going great so far! I’m not at my best right now but I can still function.

And about my self-under-construction process, I think I’m getting the hang of it. I mean, all of us are under construction every day, right? And I’m growing (maybe not literally)! :) 

I’ll keep in touch soon, I promise!! Thanks for remembering me, Anon. I am touched! :)

I understood his words,

But I didn’t understand his words.

June 27, 2014 || Looking for adventure.

After what seems to be a long week for me, I finally had the chance to take a break from the ensuing stress by having my weekly dose of //adventure// with different sets of people. :D

This time, I spent my Friday with YFC orgmates: Ate Erika, Kuya Keith, Kuya Mark, Kuya Ken, James, and Kerker. Since for some reason I was not allowed to /roadtrip/ late at night by my parents, we decided to just eat at a nearby place and spend the rest of the night jamming and playing cards at the condo. Soon, I hope to go to distant places with them in Manila. Haha! The ultimate roadtrip. =))

It’s always fun to share your adventure with friends. :)